For about two weeks now I've started a different chapter in my life. For the next 12 months or so my job title is 'Full Time Mum'. Something I havent done in like 7 years!
I guess I'm starting to really enjoy my daily routine and this 'Me' time while waiting for bub. So far l've managed to fill my days with things I enjoy doing or things I need to do. Like cleaning Naomi's room, taking a walk @ Hillary, window shopping, and preparing bub's arrival.
I had my baby shower last Sat. I've been really blessed having Kris and Sof organised pretty much the whole thing. We've also been very blessed with all the baby stuffs that's come from all different directions and so we dont need to buy much at all this time around•
I thought about this the other day and realise how blessed we are. My prayers lately is to see God open up the floodgate of heaven and pour so much blessings in our life that we cant contain. Because that is His promise to those who are faithful in their tithing, and I think that includes us. Truly it has been one blessing after another and I am so very grateful...
Although, contradicting what I wrote above, I just need to whinge about how everything is so uncomfortable and painful at this stage of my pregnancy.
First of all the midwife encourages us to be in an upright and front-ward position all the time to encourage the baby to move his back towards the front of my belly or what they call Anterior position. I can do that by sitting and hugging a bean bag or by being on my hands and knees, or just simply sitting upright and not slouching on my back.
However every time I do that on the bean bag, my crotch and inner thigh hurt so bad that I cannot even stand up properly let alone walk. I have to wait until the pain is gone before I can walk again.
Sitting upright on the couch is tiring and I get shoulder and back pain from it. Plus the baby moves quite low on my pelvic that it feels natural to lean back and slouch on my back.... the forbidden position.
I dont know how much longer I can handle this. I really hope bub will come early.
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