Sunday, December 19, 2010
Mary and Martha
If I'm not at work, I'm either at church, or at carol singing, or someone's birthday party, or doing xmas shopping. Busy busy busy! That's the theme of the month. Every single one of my day off in December is packed with a list of things to do or to attend.
In Luke 10:38-42, there's a story about Mary and Martha, two sisters who invited Jesus to come to their house for tea. Common sense tells you that if you invite somone over for tea, there's a lot of work to be done: preparing food, drinks, plates, cutleries, cleaning the house, and many more. In this particular story, Martha did what common sense told her, but she found her sister, Mary, sitting near Jesus, enjoying his company. Being normal, she then complained to Jesus asking him to tell her sister, Mary, to help out. To her surprise, Jesus pretty much said that Mary chose the right thing! While Martha was busy with the things that she thought was important, Mary chose to enjoy Jesus' company.
I feel a bit like Martha nowadays. With so many things happening around me, it is just so hard to find some peace and quiet. Tonight was a good example: because it is school holiday, we've allowed Naomi to sleep later than her normal bedtime. Plus with so many evening activities, such as carol singing, dinner invites, etc, it hasn't been easy getting her to sleep early. Today she went out and about with my parents because I was at work. After work, I took her to a friend's birthday party. We got home at about 8.30 pm and straight away she had her shower, bedtime reading, and then it's bedtime for her. I thought it was going to be easy for her to fall asleep since she was probably tired from all those playing at our friend's house. I was really looking forward to my peaceful night where I can just have my quiet time to read and to blog. Something that I haven't been able to do for a while due to various activities. But guess what?.... It took her a good 20-30 minutes to actually fall asleep! As usual, she started by lining up her dora toy, then her baby doll, and her white teddy bear called 'Tyler', all next to her. She put the blankie over them and she'd have some sort of bedtime conversation with them. She then toss and turn besides me and told me that she couldnt sleep. So I had to put everything away, and help her to fall asleep by softly scratching her back (I swear she's so addicted to this). After about 10 mins, she's finally asleep (phew...).
As a working mum, it is so easy to be so task oriented. It's always do this, do that, do this, do that. Like Martha, I just keep going and occupy my mind with a 'to do' list, almost all the time.
Today I am reminded that as much as it is good to serve others, serve our families, our friends, our church, and the community, there is one very important thing that we can't forget, and that's keeping our relationship with God. Afterall, Christmas is suppose to be all about Jesus. Why have we been busy with others and everyone else but Him?
There are 5 more days till Christmas.... who do you choose to be: Mary or Martha?
Monday, December 13, 2010
The Little Match Girl
Christmas Note 12th of December
"The Little Match Girl" is a story by Hans Christian Andersen. The story is famous not only because of its poignant tragedy, but also because of its beauty. Our imagination (and literature) can give us comfort, solace, and reprieve from so many of life's hardships. But, literature can also act as a reminder of personal responsibility. In that sense, this short story reminds me of Hard Times, the short novel by Charles Dickens which instigated change in the age of Industrialization (Victorian England). Or, perhaps we could compare this story to The Little Princess, the 1904 novel by Frances Hodgson Burnett. Does this story make you re-evaluate your life, those things you cherish most?
The Little Match Girl
It was terribly cold and nearly dark on the last evening of the old year, and the snow was falling fast. In the cold and darkness, a poor little girl with bare head and naked feet, roamed thru the streets. It is true she had on a pair of slippers when she left home, but they were not of much use. They were very large, so large, indeed, for they had belonged to her Mother and the poor little girl had lost them in running across the street to avoid two carriages that were rolling at a terrible rate.
One of the slippers she could not find, and a boy seized the other and ran away with it saying he could use it as a cradle when he had children of his own. So the little girl went on with her little naked feet, which were quite red and blue with the cold. In an old apron she carried a number of matches, and had a bundle of them in her hands. No one had bought anything of her the whole day, nor had anyone given her even a penny. Shivering with cold and hunger, she crept along, looking like the picture of misery. The snowflakes fell on her fair hair, which hung in curls on her shoulders, but she regarded them not.
Lights were shining from every window, and there was a savory smell of roast goose, for it was New-year's eve yes, she remembered that. In a corner, between two houses one of which projected beyond the other, she sank down and huddled herself together. She had drawn her little feet under her, but could not keep off the cold. And she dared not go home, for she had sold no matches.
Her father would certainly beat her; besides, it was almost as cold at home as here, for they had only the roof to cover them. Her little hands were almost frozen with the cold. Ah! perhaps a burning match might be some good, if she could draw it from the bundle and strike it against the wall, just to warm her fingers. She drew one out- "scratch!" how it sputtered as it burnt. It gave a warm, bright light, like a little candle, as she held her hand over it. It was really a wonderful light. It seemed as though she was sitting by a large iron stove. How the fire burned! And seemed so beautifully warm that the child stretched out her feet as if to warm them, when, lo! the flame of the match went out!
The stove vanished, and she had only the remains of the half-burnt match in her hand.
She rubbed another match on the wall. It burst into a flame, and where its light fell upon the wall it became as transparent as a veil, and she could see into the room. The table was covered with a snowy white table cloth on which stood a splendid dinner service and a steaming roast goose stuffed with apples and dried plums. And what was still more wonderful, the goose jumped down from the dish and waddled across the floor, with a knife and fork in it's to the little girl. Then the match went out, and there remained nothing but the thick, damp, cold wall before her.
She lighted another match, and then she found herself sitting under a beautiful Christmas tree. It was larger and more beautifully decorated than the one she had seen thru the rich merchant's glass door. Thousands of tapers were burning upon the green branches, and colored pictures, like those she had seen in the show-windows, looked down upon it all. The little one stretched out her hand towards them, and the match went out.
The Christmas lights rose higher and higher till they looked to her like the stars in the sky. Then she saw a star fall, leaving behind it it a bright streak of fire. "Some one is dying," thought the little girl, for her old grandmother, the only one who had ever loved her, and who was now in Heaven had told her that when a star falls, a soul was going up to God.
She again rubbed a match on the wall, and the light shone round her; in the brightness stood her old grandmother, clear and shining, yet mild and loving in her appearance.
"Grandmother," cried the little one, "O take me with you; I know you will go away when the match burns out; you will vanish like the warm stove, the roast goose, and the large glorious Christmas-tree." And she made haste to light the whole bundle of matches, for she wished to keep her grandmother there. And the matches glowed with a light that was brighter than the noon-day. and her grandmother had never appeared so large or so beautiful. She took the little girl in her arms, and they both flew upwards in brightness and joy far above the earth, where there was neither cold nor hunger nor pain, for they were with God.
In the dawn of morning there lay the poor little one, with pale cheeks and smiling mouth, leaning against the wall. She had been frozen on the last evening of the year; and the New-year's sun rose and shone upon a little child. The child still sat, holding the matches in her hand, one bundle of which was burnt.
"She tried to warm herself," said some. No one imagined what beautiful things she had seen, nor into what glory she had entered with her grandmother, on New-year's day.
Watch the clip - 'The Little Match Girl - Disney'Sunday, December 12, 2010
Ripple Effect
Each one of us is like that stone. Whether we like it or not, we influence people around us: our family, friends, colleagues, acquaintances and even strangers. It's not really a choice, it just happens. It's like cause and effect, it's like momentum, it's like gravity law, it just happens, and we don't really have a say. In other words... we are walking ripple-makers, we are born to INFLUENCE.
Proverbs 18:21 says "The tongue can bring death or life; those who love to talk will reap the consequences."Proverbs 10:11 "The mouth of the righteous is a spring of life, but violence covers the mouth of the wicked."Proverbs 16:24 "Pleasant words are a honeycomb, sweet to the soul and healing to the bones."
You are born to influence.... with all power, comes responsibility. Use it wisely :)
Friday, December 10, 2010
Stop Asking!
Saturday, December 4, 2010
You Are Beautiful...
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Private VS Public Journal
The more I think about it, the more I realise that I should just share it with EVERYONE I know. Absolutely everyone. It doesnt matter who. Just everyone! Because the reason I have been thinking or wanting to create this blog to begin with is so that I can be a witness to God's love. So I can use my life and events in my life to glorify His name. So that more and more incidents will happen in which God clearly displays His mighty love and power in my life, and the end result to all these is so that God gets to claim His people back, and so that more and more people turn back to God as the one and only answer to all their prayers.
But somehow I have been quite nervous about this. I have been nervous for numerous stupid reasons that I cant even articulate properly on this blog, but I know I've been nervous and I think God knows. Because this evening I came across this verse:
1 Peter 2:9-10 (The Message)
"But you are the ones chosen by God, chosen for the high calling of priestly work, chosen to be a holy people, God's instruments to do His work and speak out for Him, to tell others of the night-and-day difference He made for you - from nothing to something, from rejected to accepted."
I have enjoyed blogging since I was able to write. I have kept all my journals from when I was a little girl not realizing that there's a purpose to my hobby. Now is the time to make something out of nothing... to actually start living a life that I was called to live: "to do His work and speak out for Him", to reach my destiny in Christ.
So today, my new online blog is launched.... :)
Monday, November 29, 2010
First Entry
Like any others, my life has its own ups and downs, and through every single event or incident in my life, I never fail to see God's hands intervening for a good outcome. I have been blessed not because of what I've done or who I am, but simply because He loves me. My friends will tell you that I am not some super holy/righteous woman. I am just a normal person with lots of of weaknesses and flaws. This blog is not about me, but it's about what God does for me because of His love for me.
I love blogging, so if I can do the things I enjoy to bring more glory to His name, I will do that. My only prayer is that you'll open up your heart to Him and allow Him to love you and to be in your heart and in your life.